ol times

I thought my weekend was kinda lame until i recalled back..it wasn't that bad after all.

I had the most incoming calls on Friday which kinda freaks me out of the money i spent on calls that day itself...ishh...gathered with the gang at night at bkt tinggi for tong yuen. It was a cold and chilly windy night, where the ginger soup comes in as the best combination on a night like this. Well, not to forget that usual craps. haha..in a way, it was a stupid disaster for working people as Thursday was a holiday, working on Friday, then off on Saturday. haha..

Saturday morning, helped out with Loon's friend video shooting to be 'kelefe' actor. Hahaha...Not too bad, and not too tiring actually. It was a scene in a pub, where what i do is just to be the crowd and dance around. haha...i hope the director didn't noticed me not wearing socks though..hahahahahahaa..got to know a few new friends through the shooting crew :)

during one of the toilet 'pee' scene ...hehe

The shoot went on and finished off quite early so i went yumchar with Loon and Bak after that. Its been a long while since i last sat down with both of them le...but then, just like old times, things doesn't change, both still the same old shit, same old crap and gossips. Hehehhee..



Jam practise at night and we tried out this new Pentatonix Studio somewhere in SS15 Sunway. Damn big space with good surround sound system. Definitely worth the try ! working on our 4th and maybe 5th EFT songs. Yeah !



Still managed to join the gang for drinking session at Chiang Wei's crib after the jamming session. Honestly, was kinda happy that everyone is there when i arrived. Not because of them waiting for me for the 2nd round, but because everyone can make it for the drinking session, coz i know not all of them like the idea of it, especially the gals and the twins. hehehe..so..cool leh. Well, i hope everyone enjoyed, the night of PS2, liquor, drinks, snacks, nuggets, ktv, cards, craps..etc :) :) :)

Its been a while since i step on "the other world".. HAHAHA... it felt great ! and it was the first time with the kurakura's. bad bad influence...hahahahahahaaa

Sunday.. i know i will be in Oldtown, and yes i did...hahahaha. Having the Omega soft boiled eggs and tea....wooo..tats my Sunday ! then everyone sharing stories of what happened the night before. I know la..i screamed and sing and act stupid again..hehehe...

Its September people. Wake up ! wake up !

Our First

Location : Tunestone Studio
Date : 30th August
Time : 9 - 1am



Picture courtesy thanks to boy boy. And LD for the camvideo.

Highlights of the day :

Christ put on eyeliner and took half an hour to set up his Jrock style hair. He stole the limelight even before the show starts..hahaha

Mansyah put on a Jester hat, acting like a clown, making fun, loosening the hot atmosphere..hehe

Meng's wah-wah pedal decided to go haywire just right before our turn, he end up not using it, frusfrated.

San J's punk hair lost to Christ this time. haha...and he didn't took out his shirt after the first song...thought that was his plan..ish..hahaha

Kimfatt forgot some of the lyrics and just sing whatever comes in mind, and accidentally ter-switch off the mic twice...what a fool ! and his screaming was the mildest compared to all the jiwang jiwang metal screamer band tonight..HAHAHA

Every Fallen Thursday was lucky enough to take out the show before the 30 mins countdown to Merdeka. Yeah !

Thanks alot to my fatty, Teck and the Kurakuras' who came for the moral support and cheered for us. Else i wouldn't have got the chances to walk down to the audience and do high 5 with you guys also... that was cool...and it was my first time...hahaa.. well, not to forgot the bandmate's friends, who gave us some constructive comments after the gig.

The show was a good one i guessed, despite some minor mistake here and there. Well, everyone have their first time. This is ours. And we will learn from this experience ! more to come and long way to go !

Plug-in Baby ! Rock on !

Motivation

Motivation is the best medicine to keep you going ..sometimes..or maybe all the time. Be able to accept criticizing from friends especially those involved is better. Learn to accept every other's strength and preferences is not easy, if you're always in search for perfection and how you think this and that should be. I guess everyone just wanna be in their comfort zone, doing their most usual bits, and when they are high enough, showing off that extra hardwork. While, some people, they have so much more in them that you haven't see, just that a lack of confident and experience skid them off, they need exposure. Some people, you need to keep pushing them...you push push and push...at the end, they push themselves further than you've expected, bringing better results. Its a really good satisfaction to see that, as you felt that, they are doing it for the passion, for themselves and not because we are pushing them anymore. Some people, enjoy what they do and don't give a damn of what's happening around them, which is a good and can be a bad thing too, because they might not know they weren't doing the correct thing at the correct time. Some people, they think big, admit themselves that they are arrogant, doing what they can to get that extra attention, that extra intentions. But can be lazy and laid back at times, giving excuses for their mistakes or blame it on something else. Ha.

People like me...i think im a bit of everything. Which i dun think is that good either..hahahaha...

" you have so much more in you than you think you are "

Upon hearig, that made my night, it gives me that extra lil confidence, assuring me im what i am. Maybe it is just flattering, but still, it motivates me.. heh !

Motivation keeps you going..
Motivation keeps you inspire...
Motivation is the best medicine to keep you going !

The Cert

lil' ceremony :)

Pizza Cheesy Bite

i pull i pull i pull i pulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll .....yeah yeahh ... anyone can break my record hahahaha :)

lazy cat

damn lazyyy....

EFT

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Prepare is prepared la. But it may turn out sucky as it is our first gig. hahaha..

wednesday

bad..bad...
bad jammin session..

the tense is up there
drummer screwed up
Meng stop and stare
others stand and sigh
i breath and close my eyes

the tense is up there
counting down remaining time
not the time to make fun
unless we dun mind to be make fun

i guessed it kinda affects my mood
i felt dissappointed for the session
i skipped my supper
and i think i made her worried

doesnt matter what i say
i will be ok after today
but i might still mean what i said

hope tomolo is a good day

Spotted dick

It was a bad week-end. Was so damn fucking pissed off mode on Friday, what else but work stuffs. What will you do when you are so pissed off, at the same time you are so damn tired and you just want to sleep, but you're stuck in the most crucial jam at peak hours.. terrible lehhh..

Still couldn't resist to just sleep Friday night away just like that. Join the gang and catch Nacho Libre..hahahaha...seriously...damn funny....dun mind watching it again, makes you feel stupid though..hahaha..



Bev was passing her nasi lemak egg yolk to kk, something plink plink happened in between and the egg yolk end up in kk's milo ais ! HAHAHAHAHAA... he actually ate it after that...:)

Tried this new spot, Asian Kopitiam, somewhere near Klang Parade. Ok la.. nice environment, nothing much different from Oldtown Kopitiam actually..hhmm..lazed around KP with the gals after that and end up bought a pack of underwears and skate shoe...spent money again..ish..hahaha...well, im not the only one anyway..ehhehe...



Why do i always act like this when this gal is around....hahahahaHA

Either coincidence or Klang is just small, bumped into the other kurakura's, interrogating each other why not asking each other out, no wonder phone so silent..hahaha..lame. End up calling out the rest of the gang for dinner. Check into Tesco after dinner, end up doing silly things and lepak around. haha..



Food craft !



Damn...Tesco's copywriter !!!!! of all the words ....spotted dick ??? the writer must be gay..hahahaha...jk. What does spotted dick means as in the picture ? there's a food called dick ? now its spotted ? ahhahaa..i dunno man.



Again...rempah ikan STIM segera...ps : pedas somemore !!!!!! hahahahahaa...

Had a small gathering at CW's apartment this afternoon, to close the "ceremony" of the badminton competition game that we finished last month...talk about procastination..ahha... i hope everyone like the cert. Too bad no pictures of it with me here yet to post..hehehe

I spent the late evening unmoved in front of the PS2..hahahaha.. Went for dinner at this restaurant that i haven't been to for almost years...still the same taste...and spicyy..syyokkk...ahahaha..



Boi boi in a battle with spicy food...muka macam terbakar, sweating like pig, sighing here and there....3 cups of water down di...will he survive after this ??? haahhahahaa...



HAHAHAHAA...good shot...look like ninja turtle...HAHAHAHHAHAHAA :)

So wanted to jam on the weekend to release tension, but san jay couldn't make it but so have to postponed..

Well, back to battle field again tomolo...

take a deep breath first...

k.
nite

Palm Grove Mamak

Bang..teh ais satu !

kasi roti kosong satu, mata kerbau satu, dan ah...ayam goreng satu !

kasi kari dal ya !

introducing :



nice NICE nice !

Big dream ?

KF: hows ur band doing there ?

J: no band man
u got any auditions for vocalist?

KF: u mean band that looking for vocalist ?

J: yup
damn bored nowadays

KF: i dunno of any man.
maybe start ur own band and look for bandmates ?

J : right

KF: much easier like that
or start writing your own materials la

J: im plannin to venture into acting

KF: ooo..where to start ?

J: in hollywood
hehe

KF: so u plan to fly over there? hahaha

J: Yea.

KF: serious ?
dun plan to try out in Malaysia first ?

J : oh well
You guys gonna practice in jamstudio?

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either crap or ..big dream. ! ahha

Opened Coffeeshop

I-Poh duck rice @ Bayu
Lazy Saturday noon having crispy duck skin..wooo...best nya ! 3 of us finish off half duck before the rest arrived..wonder is it scary or normal...well..who cares...hahaha

Secret Recipe @ Tesco
Yes...i ffk-ed. paisehh..ehhehe

Jamstudio @ SS15
Fuck..he is good..jazzy funky basslines..awesome..but i wonder does that changes the feel of the song ? i can't really judge now as the studio equipment and system is sucky to start with.

Can't he hit the drums softer a bit ? i can't hear nuts what im playing. He only managed to get one song sequence correct out of the 4 songs..aii...again..i can't really judge now as the studio equipment and system is sucky to start with.

The lead guitar was cool. But i dun think i can just keep him then kick out the drummer brother rite..hhmm..

It was one of the jamming session that i couldn't wait for it to end..seems like Drye project didn't really work out.. felt like putting it on hold for a while...but funnyhow, both parties msged me after the session saying that it was a cool and good jamming session ..hhmm..i dunno....should i put everything on hold..or should i give today's another try ?

Tai Thong Restaurant @ KL
Congrats Alecz Chan ! still can't believe seeing one of my friend walking down the wedding lane, wonder hows the life going to be for them from now on ? we are the same age and he is stepping into a new stage in life now..upon seeing him and the bride, i wonder whether i should be happy ? hhmm...FYI, it was an "accident" wedding. :p

Qbar @ Sunway
Kinda tempted..but i skipped. Sorry guys..really broke jor...

Tunestone Studio @ Klang
Yeah..a guitarist that spices up the tracks with high flexibility..perfect collaboration !
First time seeing Meng fed up with the bassist.
More riffs and melodic just came like that, experiment sessions. cool !i know we will get there soon.

Squash @ Bayu Villa
Interested but skipped it for some unhappy reasons. Whatever la, i've got over it.

Oldtown Kopitiam @ Bukit Tinggi
Was there alone then start calling up friend. Finally managed to see Su Wah after few months...found out a bit drama and news here and there..hahaha..



A mid 30 or 40 hot aunty that sit two tables opposite us hinting to Su Wah about my "opened coffeeshop"..when she told me and i found out about it...i was so damn embarrasingg...and the hot aunty is still keep staring and smiling cheekly at me...while i zip up my zipper...ishh...and you know what, the hot aunty have been sitting there since i came if im not mistaken...wat the...hahaha



Pizza Hut @ Jusco Bukit Raja
The new Cheesy bite is actually not bad ehh...would like to go for that again. After dinner, I dunno how we end up at a trip to the board games section..later baby and children section..admiring babychairs somemore...ok..something wrong..ahhahaha...

A mamak somewhere @ SS24
Nes'lo ice tasted like hot chocolate..hhmmm...catch up with pepet Eric, the usual guy with the usual complaints..hahahaa
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There goes another weekend ! .... :)

Half month's time

Tunestone studio organiser put us in the list of band to play for end of this month gig...after hearing us jamming...sounds kinda surprised yet hilarious..hahaha..coz personally i think we are not that good yet, and furthermore we dun have enough materials to last through 30 mins...how lehh..but however, we got half a month's time to practise..hahaha..

At least something to look forward end of this month..ehhehee..its Saturday tomolo man ! enjoy guyyss...

Every Fallen Thursday

Damn...i can't get myself to sleep tonight..ish ish...always happened once or twice a month. I had futsal and jamming tonight somemore..damn tired...well, watever...might as well do some writing..

Yeah..im juggling 2 bands now.
I'm doing vocals and a little bit of guitar for this new band..

Every Fallen Thursday

And im beginning to get kinda commited with them. They are nice people, and all of them are friends who love music and got together to form a band..thats the best thing for a band..i wish i was that lucky..but i was never man...ish..but mainly is because there is so much space for me to learn and explore..furthermore..enjoy. We are playing more of mainstream pop rock, punkish alternative genres. 2 materials were done and im happy to fill in the melodic and riffs and vocals. Kinda new to me but fun, and is something i always wanted to try to do. And so glad..they like it ..more than i do..HAHAHAA...ok..i abit SS now ! (Syok Sendiri).. but then..yeah..i agreed with some people who said my vocals will suits more on this kind of songs...hhmm..maybe,

Maybe this could be a better direction for me ? who knows rite..

You know..when everything just got in tune and snap at the same second, I dunno how to describe it..but it was awesome satisfaction feeling..i saw a smile, or rather a hidden grin on the band leader. I know how it feels...to have your very original songs being fully completed after so long. I used to know...yeah...that estacy feeling...yeah...and i still remember how it feels..hahahaa..

What about Drye ?

Yes...Drye has almost recruiting all the new members. Yes...new members...because my bassist suddenly went MIA ( missing in action )...damn..fuck.. im gonna make sure one day he will regret doing this...while the drummer...we still keep in touch. But he is having his SPM this year so alot of restriction from his parents. I told him i gonna find new members, and he is cool with it :)

We will go in studio for first jamming this weekend to see how things goes. I hope this will work out man !

Btw...Drye plays more on progressive rock, heavy stuffs...so its kinda different from Every Fallen Thursday...in terms of acceptance. But whatever..both rocks ! HAHAHAHAHA...ok SS again..hahahahahaha

Well, things just got better...but its still a long way to go man ! i hope it will go far..!

guys...please wait for my next performance ! yeah yeahhh... !

K...my eyes are heavy di...nite nite

Goodbye Prepaid

Finally, i changed to Maxis Postpaid, after few months of procastination..haha

Some drama..
I was at the Maxis branch, asking to change to Postpaid. Check check, then the executive said that my name and profile were blacklisted ! and all is my exact profile details and numbers....and i have an outstanding amount of Rm140+..I was kinda shocked...i asked for the number and it was 017******* (in case Maxis found out this post ..haha..never know mann ) ...year 2003...

Year 2003...that was soooo long ago..but all the while i dun remember registering any numbers..it was prepaid all the while. But then, the number is very familiar, becoz the last four digit, is Wei Loon's car plate number...but i just couldn't remember anything more than that, bcoz i memang never have any registered number before. So anyway, the people there told me they can't do anything about it, i have to refer and talk to the main headquarter. Which luckily, is just in Klang also..hahaha

So on the way there, i called up Wei Loon...talk talk..he dun remember also..but he said sounds familiar...when im almost there, he called back...asking to confirm the number...talk talk...and then...ting* ...found out the time that Timecell was having this promotion, to use the 017 number sim for free ! and i took the number coz it was same with Wei Loon's car plate number..and i did filled up the form with my details...ishh...damn...con man ! ! ishhh...he told me he remembered i used the number to make calls..after that dunno where i throw away the SIM card somemore..hahahahahaha...

So now i got an outstanding amount of Rm140+...ishh...well, was thinking...okla...put up an "innocent" show then at the end pay off only la..in order to register.. *karma..* sigh..haha

So..at the end...to cut long story short...i think i should be award the best actor for the day..HAHAHAHA...innocent + pissed + unbelieveable reactions..hahahaha....and the executive actually believes me...and write off the old blacklisted account..just like that...yea yeahhhh..hahahaha.....and the best thing..i dun have to pay the outstanding amount...hahaha..

Well..in a way i think...Timecell was a so way back then...they dunwanna keep track also i guess...easier for them...good for me too ! hahahaha


I went Redbox from 830 to 3am yday nite..ahhahahaa...Jean's farewell !! take care gal ! work hard and good luck !!!!

me and my determination

when
im different from the world
just so let me be different

holding on
to me
is strong against strong

me
if i feel myself not good enough
if i lie to myself
Even if you don't forgive
i can't forgive too

the most beautiful dream
for sure to be the most crazy
i am my own god
in the place i live

to
my love ones
please be calm
my own stubborness
is my way of kindness
the dirtier my hands
the brighter is my eyes

you don't mind my past
you saw my wings
you said being burned
only then the phoenix appears

anti clockwise direction
is better for flying
im not afraid of millions voices
im just afraid i might give up



me and my last determination
tighten up my fist
never ever to let go
next stop
would it be heaven ?
even if we've dissappointed
never to lose your hope

me and my high pride determination
screaming on top of my lungs
this time
be crazy with yourself
just this one time
me and my determination

Mayday's mode

Why am i having this fishy feeling now ?

Could it be its monday tomolo ? ishh..where's my motivation...i should feel more contented actually..

Borrowed this compilation of Mayday's song from fatty. I just realised i missed out so much of their nice songs..and they are keep improving...damn...and their laid back, simple lyrics will just make senses in somewhere somehow and hits you right there...motivates you, telling you stories..about life..love...i can't help it but learn to sing all the songs..really..almost all the songs...ish..

Saturday :

I didn't managed to sleep till noon. Was dragged up an hour earlier to go for lunch at Pyramid@ KimGary with the Kurakura's. Grumpy mode. But i think must be the newly renovated environment, and atmosphere there...the food is nice..the crowd is nice...or maybe its Saturday..everyone looks happy..so do i..hehehe :)



condensed milk layered ? wooo...!!



Done some window shopping then Keong and YoonSing's birthday treat, seafood dinner at Pulau Carrey..hahahaha..really nice food ! yumm...except maybe the crab is dissappointing..ehhehe..and check out the self made "porno" cake below !!!!! ..hahahaa..Thought the seafood dinner was a nice one...this surprise "birthday cake" was something new !! hahahahahahahahaa..

talk about innovativee..and..kinky..haha



although alot of old classmates and friends came..but somehow, i didn't really get to catch up with most of them..just a word or 2 and thats it..well, i blame it at the table i was sitting, all around are the usual gang i hang out with..hahaha...

Sunday :

was supposed to go for dimsum breakfast...i ffked..
was supposed to go for swimming in the noon...i ffked..
was supposed to go for squash in the evening...i ffked...
was supposed to go for ktv at night...they ffked...

Well, managed to catch up for dinner with the kurakura's. Nice food again..yumm ! got a msg from jamtankers, and managed to join Baltimore and gang for a jamming session after that

By the way..i met up with few new friends last week..but i doubt if i've ever see them anytime soon...hahaha..dun ask me why i think like that...But then, its always nice meeting new friends :)

So who wanna date me ? just call 012 3710652 ... HAHAHAHAA !

9975

She had to come out from the car in order to reach and insert the ticket..hahahahaha

watch your back

2:30am..
im hungry..i decided to go out to get something to eat...
it wasnt the first time i was hungry at odd hours...
my dad doesn't like me eating maggie mee..
he rather i go eat something else outside..

I open and reverse the car out...
while reversing out from the gate...
i thought i saw a little girl figure...
at the right side road...
just a flash..
i think so...
coz when im done reversing facing the road..
i see nothing...
i see branches of leaves of my garden sticking out...

i step on the oil pedal..
suddenly a cold chill ran down my spine...
then it struck me..
it is 60 days this year...
it was 2:30am...
....

The road was quiet..
unusually maybe usually...
suddenly i feel..
dunno...
some sort of presence...
the loud radio is not helping...
i know my mind can be very imaginative...
i twist away the back mirror...
to the side...

I came to a traffic light..
it was red light..
but i ran through it...
then i remembered the sayings...
that you may ran over "them" on red lights at night...
i feel really one kind...
the presence is still there..
and now this guilty feeling...
the loud radio is not helping...

I can't help..
but keep checking out the back seats..
everywhere..
i keep feeling one kind..
like a presence..
or a force..
like as in something will approach me from behind..
crawling from behind..
hiding from behind..
touch me..
...

the loud radio is really not helping...

I decided to cut short and turn back...
the way back really freaks me..
the road were unusually empty and lonely..
where are the cars... ???
the 3 mins drive back seems forever...
the presence can kill me...
behind..
behind..
from behind..
don't touch me..
im sorry...
please...
im on the verge of...
suffocating...

the last left turn to my house...
should i check out the spot of the little girl flash again...
and i did..
there was nothing there..
thanks..
i press on the gate controller...
gates open and i drives in...
another flash..
on the white walls..
what it is..
no..i dun bother think..
the presence is still there...
im breaking down...
i just park the car...
off the engine and went in my house...

Once i was in the house..
i dun feel it anymore...
i dunno what is it...
but i know i want to write this down...
it freaks me out...
why..i dunno why..

laugh at me and call me a fool..
i know my imagination is working overtime

but...
Im just glad im back home..
Im just glad i didnt encounter anything...

I think im gonna leave the lights on tonight...

always remember to watch your back...

Let it be

whatever happens...
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.
let it be. let it be. let it be. let it be.

Beggar Chicken

After a few weeks of failed planning..finally another plan done. We went for the ..i think quite famous "beggar chicken" in banting...where the food are buried and heated underneath the coal and dunno what else, where each dishes takes 4 hours to be heated and cook..so you have to book..one week earlier..ahahhahaha

woooooooooo......

Eventhough how good it taste or how nice it it looks when it is served...when taken in up close..it still look kinda gross..hahahahahaa...the pics taken were after meal leftovers...ahhahaa

Check out the fats ! check out the oils..check out the bones ! hahahahahaa...



Actually it taste just something like herbal chicken..hhmmmm..dun think we will wanna make up for it again..hahahahahaa

I hope i spoilt your appetite with the food pics ! hahahahahahahahaha... :p

Picture

I've been hit by the lazy bug these days...
the really really lazy ones..

when i think... i get headaches...All i do is alot of silly clickings... the same sites... the same routines..waiting for the same lame replies..i can just sit and watch the time passed by... waiting for calls..when i should make calls..i can't breath in my room...i went out for a break..for a fresh....noted down what i need to be doing...i filled up the whole page... my work is pilling up...but i worry on silly things instead of this...i dun really care..i don't even jam...i don't really reply sms ...im not really moody..i dun bother focus...im just really lazy...im still waiting...just another reply maybe ...just a good nite note maybe..just..anything...please..

I don't care.. how's it going to be ...
how's it going to be ...when i found out..there's nothing between you and me ... ..

I wonder...is there anything i've missed ?

I think i really deserved all this...the devil inside is overpowering me...my headache is not getting better...one day this will kill me...definitely maybe..whats the possibility..maybe i should vanish..don't you think so.....

indeed...bye.

Bulat !

This is Chin Jie.
You can call her Bulat.
Because she is round and mean.
She likes to go shopping, and forced people to say she look nice
She likes to eat and eat and eat, then complainted she is fat
She likes to pinched people who is being honest with her saying she is ..fat
She likes to take picture but always complainted the photgrapher makes her face look round
She likes to 38 about anything to everything
She is the member of the kura kura's



beh tahannnnnn !!! hahahahahahahahhahaaa... !!!!!!

Obsessed with Sepia

Pics were taken with my phone camera sepia effect. Damn...can even capture the lightings ! mine is only 2.0 megapixel..i guessed a 3.0 or 3.2 megapixel phone camera can do so much better !

300

I've bought :

ECHO PARK rugged long pants
PETROL long jeans
CHEROKEE khakis
QUIKSILVER 3/4 Jeans
RADIOACTIVE t-shirt
REJECTSHOP polo tee


shots from the fitting room..None of us bought the green tee in the end..haha


advertising for foods..ahahaa


the food were taken with my phone camera..turn out quite clear and good lehh.!

The Phang Brothers

introducting...the Phang brothers !!!
my first close twin friends...never really had any twin friends before though..ahah

Though may look identical in this pic..but they dun in real person. Look wise, character wise, voice pun tak sama, totally 2 different person..hahahahaha...well.. of course is different person mahh..what talk me..ishh..haha

temps

Going out too often
is slowly killing off my work sheduleI
think i need more motivation
but i just can't resist temptation
I know this stage is important
but in the same time i just want to enjoy life
laugh out loud, doing all the crazy things
enjoy and cherish every moment

Its a total breakaway every weekend
makes it hard to pull myself back to reality on Monday
I still have strong passion and big dreams
I know i can put myself into full concentration
strive for the best and be a step ahead
but I keep excuse myself
saying to take things slowly
im still young and the time will come
and i still afford to fall

i dunno if this type of thinking will haunt me back one day...

but i know i won't be happy with just that
life is short and is not just about winning
money can buy you happiness
short but not long term

sharing is caring
i just wan to be happy
who doesn't ?

Forever Living

24 down with 2
32 down left 1
44 down
in 48 hours
printer spread and mock ups
I..gone through it
the worse ..yet

wrist damn sore from the long hours
Spray mounting numb my hands
never get to stop for a proper decent meal
cracking intentionally smile every now and then
I need my sleep

I can blame myself for the very last minute
I couldn't have done it without him bearing my routine
I couldn't have finished it without her joyful presence

Tomorrow ...

Bought Pants

Leng Leng changed her hair parting and helped me shopped for pants..yay !
Boi Boi so nice to tapao me tong yuen on the way back..toh cheh sai !!
Bulat can't talk to me until Friday unless she admit she lose the bet..hahaha !
San San was so scared watching Recycle...wuahahhahahaaa !
Darling didn't really choi me this week...merajuk i think..hahaha..
Beaverly can really shop til she leaks !
Garfield bought a tight pink t shirt !
Jacqueline so nice to offer me her remaining lemonade drinkk..keke
Thean is so serious playing badminton ... chill la bro !
Aldy can't wait to see me wear skirt...ish !

Kimfatt have been staying awake for almost more than 24 hours and should go sleep now !

Busy Day

ding dongg...

"1st message for the day! Haha."

*smiled* :)

Stones

stone is dead
stone is alive
stone is colourful
depends on your mood
and who is with you

walking on stone
running on stone
jumping on stone
it hurts so much
from the outside
but anticipating
cheer from the inside

They don't laugh at you
They don't boast to you
They encourages you
They motivates you
They inspires you

colourful stones
they comes in group
they don't leave you

dull stones
they create obstacle
you design the road

You don't have to be alone
You don't have to know me

Stones of memories
my toe still hurts from the pain
but the cause of the pain
is worth to be remain

But not all stones are the same
not all stones share the pain
they slowly fades
should there be a way
to make a change ?

Zidane is the man !!!!!

hahahahaa..those who watched the World Cup final match .....Zidane !!!! you are da man !!! haahhahahahahahahahahhahaa. That fella go "tanduk" the Italian players in the chest ! CLASSIC MAN !!!! hahahahahahaha

It was a nice experience watching at klang@ Berkeley Corner, with so many both side supporters wearing jerseys, and can't avoid having some annoying malays making stupid shoutings and blowing "trumpets" and "banging tables".... ish ishhh

It was a tiring weekend. Friday nite as usual was badminton. The competition didnt continue this week as many were absent. Good also...hahaha...Saturday. Started off with breakfast at Chi Liung, then off down to KL@Nikko Hotel for Aldy's convocation. Then it was shopping spree for the girls at KLCC the whole day, while the guys...teman. hahahahahah..but it was fun for kena warned twice for curi curi taking pics posing in the shops..checking out all the ah kua's, betting with CJ whether the sales gal is Chinese or Japanese, playing "who's eye blink first" in the car, shout shout for no reasons and the usuals craps and craps...haha..Made the way back to Klang around 8..and decided to catch the midnite show for Superman. Tickets were out...duhh..but we took the risk to come back again at 25 mins before the show starts for the release tickets...and yea yeahh..we got it...9 tickets..in a row ! middle seat somemore ! hahaha.. Superman was...so so...nice camera angles ...but dunno..overall..dun really like ...dissappointed ler. Reached home at 3am, and managed to catch the 2nd half of the match between Germany and Portugal :[p

What did i did on Sunday ? woke up at 2pm. Stoned, makan, slept back again at 3pm. Woke up at 5pm. Chat online, play guitar, out for dinner@Pelita. Then the final match football craze..ehhehe

Well, no more reasons for late night staying up jorr..hahahaha...have a great week ahead everyone !!

Supernova

Fish from the Baby Seafood dinner yesterday. Nice !!

Was watching Rockstar new series. This time searching a new frontman for a rock outfit Supernova.

One of the contestant was singing this song, Roxanne

David : " that shows...how limited your vocal range is.."

Gila kutuk ! ahahahaha...

Host is OUt !

OOHHHHH...NOOOOOOoooooOOOOOoooOOOOOOO !!!!!!!

2 goals in the last 2 minutes extra time !!!! WTFFFF !!!hahahahhaha

Germany is OUT !

dunno should be happy or sad..ahhahahahahaa

2 Cold Misty days ago

pictures courtesy thanks to Drew.

Month Planned Genting Trip

The chills :
- hitching the ride up to Genting with CW's Peugeot 407. Windows all fully tinted, can't see through...ubber cool ! hahahaha...
- Got free massage parlours...kononnya..but it was nice..ahahha
- Ice creams in the colds..hahahahaha
- walking through the thick cold mist 4am sipping coffee bean ice blended :)
- Me and KW managed to climb all the way up to the top on our 2nd attempt for rock climbing..cool man ! hahahaha
- WS and Aldy managed to join us last minute..heheheh
- Chilling with drew in the cold till dusk while the others are nicely sleeping..hahahaha



The Stupids :
- 24/7 sessions of stupidity craps and laughing over even stupid sound effects. Consequences : WS got stomach ache..hahahaaa
- KK told me later that the stranger couple behind was saying us " so so dei wan all" (crazy people all)
- up and down between Genting Hotel and First World with and without bags throughout the day at least more than 4 times...WTF weiiiii !!!!!! hahahahahaha...

The Potong Stims :
- Thean couldn't make it. Too bad man.
- The lost of England on Penalties. But the football fever atmosphere was superb !!!!
- The lost of Brazil. The lesson is : the ball is round ! hahahaa
- I have to share a sofa pillow with Drew...$!#$%!@#%# hahahahahaa
- The McD stranger in front queuing, "shouldn't you guys ask the person in front if he/she will allow you to do so first ? (to order food through friend) " beh tahan....
- have to bear with Bulat keep saying how loveable JJ (they went for his concert) was...aiskkkks...ahahha..jk jk jk



I had a damn nice and fun weekend with the kura-kuraians !!

more pictures coming up soon i guessed.hehhehe

24th June

Signed

Oohh, he signed already
thought it would be kinda tricky
maybe im just thinking silly
but after what happened lately
you cant blame me for extra thinking

two more signings we are done
good to know you are almost gone
whatever happens there's no return
i hope you won't rot in your own world

Maybe i still care maybe i don't
hope time will makes you know
how much we've done to cover you
how much we've overlooked just to keep you
how your ego had actually killed you
how dissappointed we are to believe in you
how dissappointed we are to heard those from you

Tomolo will never die ?
maybe..
I hear first..
You never know..
god bless you..
good luck to you..

Antabax

Friday Nite :
2nd week of Badminton Competition. Be the referee for a match, and won the mix double match !! wuahahhaa..at first lost the first game, but won the 2 games later.. and of course there are the singles and doubles match winners and losers :) nice game guys !!

Saturday :
Had quick lunch at Secret Recipe, catch CARS at 1:20pm. CARS is abit like ROBOT, new experience and new concept. And although quite predictable, i like the ending very much. Finished the movie, went for Thai food fest. Nasi Mangga, TomYam, Otak-Otak and fried fried stuffs..great food ! shopped for stuffs for the BBQ later that night.

Went home, had a very short nap. Woke up late, but still in time to do fruit salad. Honestly, my first time..hahahahaha...took almost an hour to nicely cut a whole honey dew, 5 pears, 5 apples, 5 red jambus and soak grapes, but it turn out not too bad i guess..ahhahaha..

The funniest part is we were going to have a BBQ party without chicken !!!!coz everywhere is marinated chicken wings is out of stocks !! hahaha..but luckily drew got stock left from the previous night, so we still have chicken wings at least. Well, it was a nice session except it rain abit. Doesn't matter though.

The rest left after midnite except me and WS. While me and Drew have some not so legal stuffs. Laughed and stoned the night away....hahahaha..but still managed to go for nasi lemak and catch the match between Argentina and Mexico :p

Sunday :
Bulat, my mouth muscle so numb from the 4 hours sessions of craps lehh..hahahaha..okla..not too crap, not too serious stuffs either. Catch the match between England and Ecuador with friends later that night..so whats next ? DO WORK !!!! @$!#%$@!#%^@#$^%@$

hahahahahahahaha... :P

Tree

Bad things never last long,
because soon it will be long gone

Good things never last long,
else you wouldn't feel the chemistry
else you wouldn't feel the magic

Not pushing, not facing, not hiding
not dissappointed, not sad, not too happy

Dose of shootings, when i'm busy
Dose of shoutings, when i'm happy
Dose of smileys, when i'm needy

Life can be sucky and crappy
but i wouldn't want to change a lil thing like this

Monday Midnight Morning Blues

4hrs...1 hrs ; ...2 hours....15 mins ; and the war still not ended

sometimes to choose or not to choose is not really important
take everything as a lesson learnt .
Get numb to the lesson, might be good, might not be good.

Somehow,
voices that keeps me going
voices that makes me feel better
voices that unintentionally cracks me up
voices that makes me happy
voices of caring

somehow,
it wasn't that bad after all :)

I hate Monday !

Friday nite :
- very pissed off with KHF jor...
- had the best pork chop rice ever !
- won the group badminton competition, singles, against Thean..yea yeahh ! but its only the first round btw.
- had "fu" cha. No big deal la. And the usual "kampung" sessions after badminton.

Saturday :
- Went up for a job but was pushed to Monday. Should have went for Tokyo Drift with the gang. Damn
- 2 hours band practise at noon.
- chill the rest of the noon with Sutesh. Spent more than an hour carrying equipments, walking ups and downs.
- First performance with my band at Fete de la Musique @Bangsar Telawi Street. I don't think we played well, but it was our first anyway. And it was cool and fun ! hahahaha...
- thousands thanks to Picha for staying up and helping us take pictures ! chun man ! hahah
- Yumchar with Vee and Keong after the show. Practically dozing off..
- one of the most fun but damn tiring day

Sunday :
- Woke up an hour late for brunch. Well, bulat is late too..haha
- From just 3, end up 7 of us went up Flea Market @Mont Kiara together..hahaa..expected.
- met NTV7 crew , had some stupid fun, all of us won prizes..hahaha..wat the..
- took more than an hour to finish one round checking out all the stalls.
- bought a necklace pendant for 10 bucks..hahahahaa...nice nice
- kena forced to treat all of them mcD's sundae con..ishh..haha
- took quite some pictures with our hps. weird though..:p
- came back and took a short nap.
- last minute, decided to catch X-Men before it ended showing. Not too bad what the movie..
- got addicted to driving VIOS.
- just in time to watch the match between Brazil and Australia
- end result is 2 - 0. And i lost a movie ticket to WS...ish ishhhh...

Tomolo is Monday...i HATE ! ....!!!!!!

Fete de la Musique @Bangsar Telawi Street

Another gig coming up soon end of the month. Hehe..

17

Hanging out the whole day with 17 years old drummer boy does reminds you of your schooling days, what were you doing at his age, how were you thinking back then. The exams, the curfews, the parents, the tuitions, the SPMs, the weekly allowance, the excuses, the class teachers, the denda's and many more...i miss those carefree days..hahaha..not really carefree also..with all the exams ..hahahaha

Different excuses you get from a school boy
working people : got work laa..cannot..working overtime tonight ler..
schooling : cannot la, i got tuition. got homework to do tonight

working people : this month broke la..still waiting for end of the month gaji
schooling people: my mom didnt give me allowance today la, i only got few bucks with me.

working people : i damn hate my boss, forever giving me load of shits jobs
schooling people : my geography teacher gives me really damn alot of homework man !

working people : i only got 50 bucks left till end of this month
schooling people : i got 50 bucks to spend today, my dad gave this morning.

working people : i miss those schooling days man !
schooling people : i cant wait for holidays man !

Makes me feel old hanging out with him though. hahahaa... And sometimes we simply easily forgive him, knowing and understand as he is only 17yo, still fresh, still alot of rooms of improvement, still flexible, and most of all, always willing to take and learn.

I will give him another shot. But i dunno about the other party though. Hhmm...

The price of 3.10

..................

Thanks for the help, for the favour, for the calls, for the drop bys, for the tau fu fahs.. :)
yea..im still alive.



probably something that you will never get to keep...hahahahhaa..

Just Jam

I was late..thanks to the drummer..
I push open the bulky sound proof door
spacious, dim lights, awesome mood
We have 2 extra audience today
shit...what the..
Sutesh's bro and dad
who were to fetch him back after this

plug in adapters, plug in cable
tuning amplifiers, checking mics
getting myself ready
all the while trying not to look at the 2
pretend they weren't there

The atmosphere
so fucking silent and dim and chilly
a certain doubt on my head
will this be a better sessions

hat 1 hat 2 hat 3 hat4
Jam in the guitars and the drums !
Awesome feelings !
adrenaline rushing

still on the intro of guitars
thinking..
should i scream..or shouldnt i
will i freak both of them out
intro done verse in 2 secs
i close my eyes
catch the beat moment
catch my breath
legs on pedal for the clean
"watching down...imagine..."

I sang and i screamed
it was the best time of the night
upon seeing two of them nodding head to the beat
knowing we weren't running out tempo and tune

Bassist bitched drummer learned
guitarist got overwhelmed that his songs are finally so much better
counting down the days to come
he is ready for it anytime since 2 years ago

Scribbling

I forgot to take the lyric scrap. aiii...there goes 2 hours effort scribbling parts and parts....

insecure

What is this insecure feeling that everyone have ?

That what that you have done or tried to do will never be good enough, will never be impressive enough , or at worse, will never to be bothered enough to convince, to be recognise, or at least, to be remember.

That the past has taught you that, what a fucking great time of your life that you are having now might wouldn't last long. And you know you do try to cherish things, but you will still feel that you hadn't cherish it enough yet until it is over.

That you know a little too much of everything, you do not know where should you be standing. You become selfish.

That you will go around and play, making yourself believe in short terms, periods, but you know one day you will be going back to your roots, and to realise where is actually your real roots ?

that to witness what had happened or is happening to the people around you, you realised eventhough you pray hard enough, but who knows, it might still happen to you one day

that a harmless sentence from a friend can brings you down, pissed you off. They will never know what you've been through and how you tried to change things. In the same time, how a harmless word from you can bring someone down, stir things up.

that you are always asking for more, asking too much

insecure.

After a while, you feel numb
After a while, you can't be bothered yourself too much
After a while, you realised sometimes you are not being yourself enough

DRYE bullshits !

more D.R.Y.E bullshitsssss..ahhahaha

Picha :
Don't Roll Your Eggs
Don't Rape Your Eggs
Don't Ripe Your Eggs

Phoebe :
Don't Ram Your Eggs
Don't Rig Your Eggs
Don't Risk Your Ears
Don't Rape Your Ears

Don't Rasa Your Eggs !

Outside the Curve@ part II

This is like the 2nd time, the same gang, about the same time, also after ktv, snapping off pictures outside the Curve at 4:30am in the morning ! hahahahaa...

It was Fan Jean's birthday. Besides the usual fun, one highlight of the night is that me and Jak Jak singing off 4-5 indon songs in a row ! that was cool man ! hahahahaha...indon pun saya boleh !!! hahahahahaa...

Finally i did made the effort to come after the badminton with the gang. Else i would have miss out this fun :p


Take a normal group picture first. Whatever happens later, let it be whatever..haha.


this was Fan Jean's idea and i quite like it. hehe..


Freestyle yeaaa...


We spotted a trolley not far away...ABUSE !

I reached home at 6 the next morning.

Standing Wave

Jammed at this private studio, Standing Wave in Subang. Fucking much better than Jamstudio ! #%$@!#! will never wan to go Jamstudio anymore..duhhh

"What do you think ?
Where do you think i need to improve ?"

Was quite stunned when being asked this question. and was happy in the same time ! But was thinking who am i to judge it anyway.. luckily Taik was humble enough to answer it for me.. and i like that..haha..

No doubt he is GOOD. But just maybe came unprepared. And for the first time, someone said to me "hey, you got good vocals" ...ha...stoned ! maybe he was refering to the screamings..hahaha.

Looking forward to the next session in a week's time. I think something will eventually work out.


Alot asked...what is dryE ?
The name, dryE. I think it was 2 years back di la. Felt like my mind, ideas, enthusiasm, passion, everything dried out. So i just added an E behind..watever..i just like the name.hahaha..

Then later on, Jae Shen was kind enough to brainstorm some funny names from it..among one of it is my favourite though...

dryE - Don't Risk Your Eggs

ahahahahhaa...damn cool man ! maybe this is a much cooler explaination than the first one..but then it sounds like a punk band name abit. Well, if the other members felt akward, then maybe,

dryE - Don't Risk Your Ego

does it makes any senses ? i dunno. My english sucks...

Well..who knows, we might settle down with a different name though..see how things goes !

Road smile

i was about to step on my fuel pedal and drive. There was this one handicapped old man cycling across the road in front of me. He knows that i want to go straight and that he is blocking the road. He was trying to pass the road quickly. He was trying hard when he look over. I just look at him and smile....and he smiled back. And happily cycling off the road.

This is just a small scenario. I dunno what im trying to say here also..

I guess sometimes a smile can makes wonder. Guessed my simple makes him felt relieved. :)

No not enough

No time to change my expired driving license ...
No time to change my guitar strings ...
No time to fix my racquet strings ...
No time to buy my mic recorder ...
No time to write new riffs ...
Not enough time to sleep ...
Not enough to spend ...
No not enough ...